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Ego and the Invisible
There was an old tree stump in the middle of my yard. I’d been tripping over it for years. Despite knowing that it was there I would...

Annelisa MacBean
Sep 9, 20204 min read


Alone
There are often times when I am aware of loneliness; times when I wonder if it will ever go away, if it will ever transmute into...

Annelisa MacBean
Sep 5, 20202 min read


On Death
by Kahlil Gibran Then Almitra spoke, saying, We would ask now of Death. And he said: You would know the secret of death. But how shall...

Annelisa MacBean
Sep 1, 20201 min read


"Yes" to Everything
Even though I sense an aliveness within, it is often difficult to access it because there are so many transparent, invisible remnants of...

Annelisa MacBean
Aug 28, 20203 min read


Paradox
The nature of inclusion, an all-pervading principle of the universe – means that available to me is a perpetual invitation to meet the...

Annelisa MacBean
Aug 24, 20203 min read


Being Where I Am
Occasionally, during meditation or contemplation, an image will appear. Other times, a sign. A symbol. A symptom. An emotion. A feeling....

Annelisa MacBean
Aug 20, 20202 min read


Banquet of Whiteness
by Charles Eisenstein https://charleseisenstein.org/essays/the-banquet-of-whiteness/?_page=3

Annelisa MacBean
Aug 19, 20201 min read


Forgetting and Remembering
When I am triggered and my emotional world is on fire . . . When I am in victim mode, spiraling into shame, blame, and rage . . . When I...

Annelisa MacBean
Aug 16, 20203 min read


Message from White Eagle
Hopi Elder, 03/16/2020 "This moment humanity is going through can now be seen as a portal and as a hole. The decision to fall into the...

Annelisa MacBean
Aug 14, 20202 min read


Staying With It!
I have been deepening into what it means to “stay with” a difficult thought, feeling, or bodily sensation. It’s not the same as wallowing...

Annelisa MacBean
Aug 11, 20202 min read


Empathy
I frequently hear the word “empathy” used generally to describe a casual stance synonymous with “being nice.” It’s a word that risks...

Annelisa MacBean
Aug 9, 20202 min read


Kindness
by Naomi Shihab Nye Before you know what kindness really is you must lose things, feel the future dissolve in a moment like salt in a...

Annelisa MacBean
Aug 4, 20201 min read


Beyond Birth and Death
In each moment, the archetypal unfolding of beginnings and endings is being enacted within and around me. Old dreams, ideas and beings...

Annelisa MacBean
Jul 31, 20202 min read


Am I Worthy?
I’m afraid of being abandoned. I feel shame when I think I’m being rejected and not seen as I am. I love solitude, but I am terrified of...

Annelisa MacBean
Jul 27, 20203 min read


The Courage to Be Yourself
by E.E. Cummings A poet is somebody who feels, and who expresses his feelings through words. This may sound easy. It isn’t. A lot of...

Annelisa MacBean
Jul 26, 20201 min read
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